writer's block

FONTS!

2008-07-03T16:13:26Z

Agh! When I buy something:mag, book, guide, map, etc I want to be able to actually read it.

Cursive+Manga=Automatic fail
Disney script=Hentai= I will find you and kill you and your family
book+Tiny print=I will sue you bastard, or at least get a refund.

I went to the bookstore and went to pic up some new books, and the font was really small in one of the books. I asked the cashier if they had it in the large font section and she just sucked her teeth at me so I asked again.

'This time I want to hear your answer with a little bit more contempt.' I thought sourly while she went to the back to ask. The manager told me that it was a misprint [the whole book? Waste of money] and got me the correct version. I never will go to Borders downtown again. :(

I downloaded some Hentai [you all do it] and it had CURSIVE SCRIPT. The whole thing. Tiny cursive at that. Fail fail fail... I was so upset I didn't even write down what it was so that I could've warned people. Sorry XDDD

I also hate that Disney script they use sometimes in Haruka Minami stuff. XD People say that her stuff is all the same-and I agree, but I don't care because I like it. Some stuff I don't like, but whateva whateva I do what I want.

♥

Shaking with anger

2008-07-02T05:15:57Z

So I had a tea party with my sister and got my hair cut and I was very very pleased with my overall day. My friends invited me to a fireworks display too. I get home and put my bag down and my Roxas peed all over my bag. He's never ever ever done anything like that before and I'm so pissed off right now. Not about the DS (which is totally fine, it just needed to dry out), but at the fact that he pissed on my stuff. Not marked it, peed on it. Different smell, different quantity. It was alot of it too.

Our vet place is far away from here and I don't know if they have that system where you can get your animal fixed for free, but I am sure about to call and find out as soon as I wake up in the morning. I promise. This cannot keep happening and if it gets worse then I would have to get rid of Roxas. Me and my mother are on the verge of doing it because he's acting out and we give him lots of love and attention. Please do not think ill of me for having these thoughts, but if I can't handle him, I'd rather have someone else who could handle it take care of him. I love him, but if he's anxious when I leave and has to mark my things (which he never used to do) then I don't know how to fix that. I'll talk with the vet people and see what can be done. I'll also look up stuff. I want giving him away to be the last thing on my mind because I've had him for the longest time.

Am I in yet?

2008-06-30T16:52:33Z

So I applied to this program called the LINK program-it's a program designed to help you get ready for college and when you're in college help you by providing services and helping you find jobs easier with their employment agency. It's very very cool and my older sister was in it before and got lots of awards. She enjoyed it, so I know I will. They called me today to tell me that they are having orientation so I suppose I'm in now! :D I don't know :3 Do they just accept anyone who applies? I apped pretty late, but if I'm in it's great.

I also mailed off my room and board stuff a little while ago so I hope I get my dorm room information pretty soon.

Edit: I hate the new backdating system...That upload post I had is going to be pushed somewhere else. It's too much to have to edit every single post of mine so that it shows up on my flist. :(

Paid!

2008-06-28T15:55:27Z

I just love when I get paid, because then it's time to buy books! I'm also getting some videogames. Maybe I should just get videogames this time. We don't have any :( I don't know, I'll decid later. Anyway I might have a job coming up painting the inside of someone's house. I didn't want to until I heard the rate was $100 a room :o If I get this job I will be extremely fantastically happy. I can start my bank account and savings account! :DDDD Anyway enough about money!

I want to go on a picnic, but it's so hot these days. I went to the store the other day and burned myself out in almost every way. XD The lake smells bad on hot days also, but there is a breeze near the lake most times. Maybe next month for the 4th of July so that I can be all cliche, but I haven't had a 4th of July celebration in years.

♡ the 『feel good』 anonymous meme ☆ﾐ

Grumpy? Here's a cheer up post

2008-06-27T18:43:39Z

I was grumpy earlier and so I took a nap. BAD IDEA. I got all stiff in my shoulders and basically am grumps for a whole different reason. I feel better because we got some ceral and I have Eight continent soymilk which is mindblowingly delicious. Oh soymilk how I love theeeee!
Here's some things that will cheer everyone up! It's below a cut.
Warning. XKCD's picture is big. The rest is videos.

I love this commercial. They stopped showing it here, but it was amazing.

This is XKCD's version with silly lyrics

Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.
Where the hell is Matt? "A doofy dude doing a doofy danceall over the world. But it's beautiful, and it's a good reminder that the world is still, sometimes, a good place.": laylah

There are lots of other videos on youtube of Matt Harding dancing his way around earth and being ultimately cool. It's high res so it might take awhile to load

Hi hi

2008-06-25T22:09:52Z

I'm uploading some SMT OSTs to my journal if anybody is interested. I'm gonna backdate it since it takes so long to upload everything. I've already got most of it. I'll link it once I'm finished.

Anyway: Rusty I'm finally gonna mail your stuff. The lady that was supposed to pay me went into the hospital to have her baby so I just got paid half yesterday. I'll go to the store tomorrow. Sorry for the delay. :D I kind of wanted to apply to City Year thinking that you could just put in 40 hrs however, but they have a timetable that I can't deal with especially since all my classes when I go to college will be in the daytime. Oh well :p I got good recommendations though in case I need them again that's always a good thing.

It's so hot. :P I went to the store to get some stamps and just was sweating like crazy. I also went and got some balloons. The cats were scared of them. We let them free into the world-some 20 ballons died! Four of them were in my backyard this morning and I popped them with a pin.

Oh yeah. Last night my stupid butt was sewing and almost swallowed a push pin falling over. GOD THAT WAS SCARY!!!!! DDDDD: I won't hold a push pin my mouth for a while after this. I'll probably forget until I pick it up though.

Edit: HERE Is the link

Picture spam time

2008-06-23T18:11:10Z

Since everyone is upping pictures of themselves as kids, I decided to go for it too. I don't have too many pictures of me this young. They are altered because the guy in the picture is my biological father and not my dad. [I don't like him :/ ]

Eta : My mom gave me a photo album so I thought I'd share some more

lol Marie as a baby!

Um in other news: Does it bother you when someone randomly talks to you? Not randomly friending, just talking? Like they come to your journal just to chat or ask nicely for an upload of something you might have? Do you upload it and make friends or do you get angry? I ask because anyone who comes to this journal and randomly makes conversation I will talk with. Randomly friending is a no-no because I should at least get to know you. That's basically how you make friends on lj right? Talking to them randomly XD, but do you stick with the people you know and discourage outsiders most times?

edit: My bad! I thought I cut this! DDDD:

Is there no word for it?

2008-06-23T04:58:17Z

I've been looking up various forms of obsessions with books, and a bookworm seems to fit me best although most bookworms read just about anything that pass into their hands. I'm like between a bibliomaniac and a bookworm. I love rare books and the smell of old books makes me weak in the knees. I mean I can literally stare off into space smelling a book's bindings over and over for minutes at a time. My life revolves around reading reading reading. My mood can be up or down because I have read alot or not enough. I turn on the captions for movies and if I could for our television I certainly would. [It's for the family room so I can't]

I don't know why I do this. I read everything I can devour if it interests me. If games have more text than talking I'm probably not going to turn it down unless it's a rhythm game. XD It's less of a problem for me than when I was in high school and my emotions fluctuated and I didn't have more books.

This is one of the reasons I'm addicted to LJ. I can read posts over and over again. It's almost to the point where it's reading OCD sometimes. Going back and reading things that I've read before until I don't want to look at it anymore.

I just wanted to tell you guys that because I want you to know how crazy I am.

Tired

2008-06-21T22:45:21Z

I'm really wiped right now because the weather got bad at the end of pride. :/ I got caught in horrible winds rain and sleet. I'll be back to myself tomorrow. I just will be a little quiet today. :|

Hiiii

2008-06-19T19:34:01Z

Hey doubleare Click this link

:DDDD

You guys.... I finally wrote some smut. It's kinda weird, but I'll post it anyways.

An Odd sort of night.

Junpei x OC (dude from babe hunt mission), mentions of JunpeixAkihiko
Warnings: Mild spoilers for the beach hunt mission, not a whole lot of it. Uh weird pairing?
Rating: Ma toore Not safe for brains! NOT SAFE FOR ANYTHING 0_o
Word count: about 1000 or so. (how'd it get so long?)

It's dark and the others are all asleep, well except Ikutsuki-san, but he's having fun in the karaoke room by himself. Junpei looks around and makes sure that girl isn't in the room with them (damn she was creepy) and heads out to the beach. It'd draw attention to the maids if he'd go and dress, so he just hurries and leaves two doors unlocked just in case. If he gets locked out, he can always call Minato and not get any gruff about what he was doing out past curfew at the beach of all places. He forlornly left his hat (he didn't want it to get lost) He grabbed a flashlight just in case and walked towards the beach with his heart trying to jump into his throat.

Slender legs peek out from underneath the umbrella where they last left the transvestite. Junpei isn't quite sure how to adress her, him, it, whatever. He'd just go with whatever the tranvestite didn't mind being called. "Hey.." He said softly, his voice breaking a little bit. A smirking face appeared from under the umbrella.

"There you are darling. I didn't actually think you'd come back. How did you know I'd still be here this late?"

"You said we'd know where to find you. Besides, it isn't that late. Hey um.. I know this sounds weird, but w-what should I call you?" There was a giggle from that slightly pouty mouth. Junpei already felt odd about being hot for this guy, girl...whatever.

"Heh, you could call me a girl if that makes you feel better. Still I'd be a girl with a dick." This crude remark made Junpei flush and curse her for being so brash. He squirmed a little, starting to regret this just a little bit. "You can just call me Kaya" Junpei wondered if she'd spent a long time coming up with such a normal name, but in situations like he was in, it was best not to stand out. He stopped thinking about it too much. "I know you don't want to come to my house or anything, though, so do you want to go somewhere we won't be seen." She was still in the bikini he'd seen her in earlier, which a bit odd, but more hot than odd.

Junpei thought that doing it in the foliage or behind the rocks was a bit weird, but this was an already odd situation, he might as well go along with it.

"Yeah, let's go into the forest a bit." He said, trying to think of a place they wouldn't be disturbed.

"Oh that's kinky. Let's go then" She grabbed his arm and led him down the path. He was glad that he'd brought along a flashlight at that point.

"You know, I was pretty sure you weren't going to come back." She smiled at him and pulled him onto the soft grass.

"I kind of thought one of you'd come back. I'm pretty lucky it's you, though you look like you wanna split me open." She was talking dirty already, it shocked him more than aroused him, but. wasn't like he had all night to be doing this.

"I bet it's hot and soft. I wanna get my fingers inside." He murmured always wanting to try saying that. She smiled at him and pushed him onto the grass, stradling him.

"I've got something in my bag that'll do the trick." She purred pulling out a tube of lube from said bag. That was pretty handy he thought, girls always did have everything in their bags. He stopped his train of thought there. "I'll teach you how to do this" She said and pulled his shorts down to free his cock. He was only about half hard. "Let's work on this first then, shall we?" She worked his cock with confident strokes an he moaned and let his fear melt away.

Junpei closed his eyes for a moment and felt warm lips kissing the tip of his cock.

"Shit! Warn a guy..." He said not ungently and she looked up at him and he felt his cock twitch in appreciation as she sucked him. Damn this was intense. It freaked him out a little bit inside when she started to slide her bikini off.

"Don't you go dead on me now. I'll teach you everything you wanna know.." Junpei wasn't real sure on what he wanted to know, but he soon got over his fear once again when he convinced himself that he wanted to do this...
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He scrubbed his body harder than when he was at the love hotel with Senpai. Mainly because he could hardly remember what happened other than jerking each other off. His skin was red when he turned the water off and got out. Steam clogged the bathroom, and he didn't trust himself to take a full fledged bath just yet with his emotions this way. He got into his nightclothes and lay in his futon thinking about what was wrong with him to enjoy this sort of thing so much.

Girls still appealed to him, and he got hard and jerked off to think of them. Gotten past second base and almost inside before (they'd gotten caught), but did this whole thing with guys just negate that.

"Where were you?" A voice asked in the dark and he startled. "Did you go out for awhile Junpei-san?" That girl-Aigis asked. He sat up as she came over to him. He knew that she might know that he'd left. He wondered how she'd gotten into their sleeping quarters, especially since this was the boys side.

"Why are you in here Aigis? We'll get in trouble!" He whispered, looking to see if anyone was awake. The cost was clear so far.

"I came to make sure you were alright. I am a robot so you cannot get into trouble Junpei-san. Please answer my beforehand question of your whereabouts." Junpei was a little startled again by her bluntness, but she was a robot he argued himself.

"I went out for a little dip in the sea. Then I came back and took a a shower. A good swim like that cleared my mind of all the bad stuff that's been happening lately." She seemed to believe him.

"That is interesting, prehaps I shall try a "midnight dip" then too sometime. Good night Junpei-san" She said leaving once again. Junpei would have thought that the creepiest thing that ever happened to him if he wasn't already having an odd night.

Mail recieved

2008-06-18T23:45:37Z

Got your books tristesolemente. Kokoro was so good, it didn't really sadden me as much as made me want to know more about the people. It gave me a deep respect for the characters. Man I wanted to know more about Sensei's wife. I did indeed read all of them today. All of them. I won't be getting the second volume to that one book. It went off on tangents :/ The smut was really low quality. Sadface :( Get backers made me laugh because the background artists used to suck and now they all have backstories in the end of the manga and one guy even got married. :o Golden Cain was lol. XD Woooah that pushed my "Stupid" uke buttons like crazy. I be wanting to get away with that!

Thanks!

I don't think that "I am a cat" Is high on my list anymore... :/ I liked the books, but his thoughts like to wander. I'll stick with the ones doubleare is sending me. I'll be reassessing what I'm going to get now. Probably some other novels *runs to Amazon.com*

Edit: Welcome sometimesuhurt welcome welcome. I'm crazy, but you'll get used to me. I've never had someone ask me like that to be friends. Yay for my flist's flist becoming my flist.

sleepy

2008-06-17T16:57:36Z

I haven't been sleeping well. My mom is in the hospital, she's fine but I keep having dreams about her washing dishes and I'm getting mad at her for cleaning all the time. I keep thinking it's real too. It was really weird. She's coming home today so I prolly won't have dreams like that anymore.

Gay Pride day is soon!

2008-06-16T17:01:28Z

Our city is having it's 20th annual Gay Pride Parade. This is my second time going. Last time my #1 Idol Ru Paul was there. It's always hot that day so I'm preparing lots of water now and planning on bringing food because their food is always expensive.

Okay picture time!

This is me and my ex girlfriend at Gay pride 2 years ago. We're on good terms still don't worry. The girl to the side is our friend. She looks so out of place.

Here's my mother! I finally found a picture

Here's my dad. Isn't he handsome? :DDD

Here's another picture of the silly sister Mona. She's always smiling like this XD

This is my oldest sister Nica. She and Marie hardly ever smile :D It's fun to get them to do it.

OMG it's Aniki! Got caught trying to steal our movies. Small Eta: He's Mona's boyfriend. I don't have a brother

Lets end on an angry note. LOL this is from 4 years ago and I basically look the same! I was mad at people for waking me up and taking pictures.

Edit: Here's a bit of a funny story. The boy I like called yesterday to wish my mom a Happy Father's day and we ended up talking about fathers. Don't know why.

Edit 2: Krii asked for Marie because she loves her to bits

It all falls into place!

2008-06-15T21:59:47Z

So I just sold some of my old game systems. (My GBA and my Gameboy Color) with some accessories. Yay! Now I can open up a checking account. I'm actually going to save it so I can get a savings account too and give my mom some. I still wanna get rid of some of these books so I'm looking into having a yard/bake sale cookout sort of thing where we sell lots of stuff we don't need for the extra money and the space. It's hot so people do those sorts of things all over now and love them. A church just had a fundraiser today and did quite well.

Selling/Trading Post

2008-06-14T04:25:23Z

I really want to sell or trade some of my books.[I know I know] Please pimp this to any one you know who might want one of these things. I also have other goodies! I accept Videogames for a certain amount of books depending on price of game(going by amazon.com not ebay). And vice versa. Also videogames for videogames! Please please please pay shipping at least if you are barting. I don't have alot of money. I'll only ask you pay media shipping ($3.00 $2.60 plus taxes) for each book/game

Please tell me if you want to pay or trade. If you want to trade please tell me what you're willing to trade. Offer up any kind of books/games and I'll tell you if I like it or not. I take preplayed games and pre-read books as long as they work. Please don't try to barter messed up disks. This is going on honesty. Go ahead and ask me to check quality of games/books and I'll describe how loved it is. I live in smoke free home, so they only smell like cats probably.

Once your order is finished I'll send you an "invoice" and you can pay through my paypal. You'll receive it in 5-7 days!

Warning: Text and picture heavy!

What I'm looking for
Light novels such as [note not manga]:
Kokoro
Welcome to the NHK
Cold sleep
Socrates in love
Kamikaze girls
Chain mail
Boogie pop books.
Train man
Only the ring finger knows (soft yaoi books)

Books such as:
Amy Tan books
Little bear
Ramona books
Synners
Black beauty
The princess bride
Diana Wynne Jones books
boysex anthologies from Iris Print

Manga like:
KH2 vol 2
Kare Kano
Eyeshield 21
Ai yori yoshi
Yotsuba
Azumanga
Little butterfly.
poison cherry drive (yaoi manga, I'll accept or reject or ask you about it)

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Booklist

Paperbacks

V.C.Andrews
Broken Flower
Celeste
Child of darkness
Eye of the Storm
Fallen hearts
Heaven
Hidden leaves
Melody
Midnight flight
The Wildflowers
Twilights Child
Rose

David Alexander
Conspiracies and cover ups

George Anderson
We are not forgotten

Jennifer Armstrong
Shattered

Walt Becker
Link

Julia Bell
Massive

Alan Calliou (Writing in book)
Rampage

Megan Mc Cafferty
Sloppy firsts
Second helpings

Eric V. Copage
Soul Food

Meindert Dejong
The wheel on the school

Fran Dorf
Flight

Janet Evanovich
7 up

Mark Frost
The 6 Messiahs

Kathleen O'Neal Gear
People of the masks

Diane Hanson
Dieters companion

Iris Johansen
Body of lies

Jonathon Kellerman
Monster

Steven King
Desperation
Dreamcatcher
Everything's Eventual
From a buick 8

Dean Koontz
Midnight

Bob Larson
Dead Air

Robert R. Mc Cammon
Stinger

Derspiel Mag
Inside 911 what really happened

Ella Mazel
"And don't call me racist"

James Patterson
1st to die

Connie Porter
All bright court
imani all mine

Larry Ragle
Crime Scene

Ellen Rimbauer
My life at Rose Red

Bill Russell
Russell Rules

Jerry Spinelli
Stargirl

Daniel Steel
Daddy

Sol Stein
The husband

John Updike
In the beauty of the lilies

Matt Witten
The killing bee

Various
Short Story Collection (torn cover)
Rogets II the new Thesaurus: office edition

Hardcovers

Isabel Allende
Daughter of fortune

Laura Mills Alcott
The briar and the rose

Janet S. Anderson
Monkey Tree
The last Treasure

Jackie Brown
Little Cricket

Cecil Castellucci
Boy Proof

E.R. Frank
Friction

Andrew M. Greely
Lord of the dance

Karen Hesse
Letters from Rifka

Paul B. Janeckzo
Postcard Poems

Deam Koontz
False memory
Odd Thomas (no dust jacket)

Lurlene Mc Daniel
Starry Starry Night

James Vance Marshall
Walkabout

Harry Mulisch
Siegfried

Mary E. Pearson
A room on Lorelei

K.M. Peyton
Blind Beauty

Tom Pow
The pack

Adam Rapp
33 snowfish

Micheal Schielfelbein
Vampire Trangression

Jerry Spinelli
Milkweed

Elswyth Thane
Ever after (no dust jacket)

Ruth White
Memories of summer

Jaqueline Woods
Behind you
If you come softly

Frank Yerby
The treasure of pleasant valley (no dust jacket)

Manga

Alice 19 (vol 4)
Boys over flowers (vol 11)
Broken Angels (vol 2)
Dragon Hunter (vol 11)
Excel saga (vol 12)
Getbackers (vol 10)
Gundam lost war chronicles (vol 1)
Gundam Seed Astray R (Vol 3)[two copies]
Love Hina (Vol 12)
Maison Ikkoku (vol 1, 9)
Megatokyo(vol 3)
Miracle girls (vol 4, 5, 9)
One (vol 6)
President dad (2)
Snow drop (vol 11)
Van Von Hunter (vol 2) [bent cover]

Children's books

Karen Akerman
The night crossing

Beverly Clearly
It's not the end of the world

Beverly Lewis
The perfect match

Jacqueline Carrol
Jackie Chan adventures (vol 4, 9)

Ron Roy
The empty envelope

Rl Stine
Liar Liar

Lizzie Mc Guire books
Head over heels
A very Lizzie Summer

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Video games
Pikmin (Not the original case and no booklet)
Spongebob lights camera pants
Okage(not the original case and no booklet)
Super Mario Sunshine (only a jewel case) Please trade me for another mario game)

Game guides
Resident Evil 2 Prima's official strategy guide

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Other
Pokemon lazer stickers [These are really old maybe 5 or 6 years, but they are very cute and in excellent condition]

August until November of EGM magazine may be barted also (you'll get them as soon as I recieve them. Basically you can put these on reserve.

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Special~!
I know someone will want this one
September 200 of Penthouse magazine (my mom gave it to me, but I don't really need it)

People have been asking me for things from my Asian plaza lately. I'll go to the store and get you things so you won't pay those crazy interwebs prices. Please note that I send all this out at the same time because I have to go to the store on a certain day (it's kinda far and I prefer not to go too many times because I have to catch the bus, sorry for the delay!)

Pocky
Box: Vanilla Chocolate, Almond (costly): Vanilla and chocolate costs about $.79, Almond is a big box so it costs $1.50 or so. Please tell me if you want me to look for a certain kind or size box of pocky. (Mens, vanilla, toffee.)

Cup: (yan yan or tiny little cup ones I forget the name) Melon, vanilla, yogurt, toffee, chocolate [they may not have it, so I would have to reserve it for you or refund you] $.40 for tiny cups and $.80 for regular cups (vanilla, chocolate and yogurt)

Pretz Tomato: [they may have others, ask if you want me to look]$.80

They also have Doremon and hello kitty cup ones [they cost a bit more]: $1.20

(don't tell anyone about the logo)
High chew (not gum. It's chewy candy): Strawberry, Banana, Sour Apple, Grape, Melon, Mango: 1.20

Fusen gum Orange, Grape, Melon, Strawberry, combined pack and special pack (two big special flavors): $.80 per pack

Hello panda cookies: Chocolate, Vanilla, Strawberry: [Sadly you don't get the box because It'd cost more. You get the packets. There are super huge boxes of pandas and other kinds of filling cookies please tell me if you want those.] $1.20 for regular box

Flute cookies Grape, Strawberry, Lemon, Chocolate, Peanut butter: (they come in tiny boxes or big packages that I can break down for you) The strawberry and Grape are the box kind and are $1.00 The others are $2.00

Ramune Soda: Cola, Strawberry, Apple, Grape, lemon: [They have specialty ones like Doreamon and Shin-chan. You can request it, but if it's not there I'll refund you or put you on hold, you may also ask me for a flavor you may have seen] $1.30

Buns:
These are a specialty because they make them at the resturant every day. You have to ask me if they have them. They have butter buns and red paste buns usually though. They taste delicious! From $.80-$2.00 usually.

If you think of anything else from the store you might like I'll put it up there. Including Ramen noodles or Soba noodles or stocks or Nori or crackers! I can also get you chopsticks and bamboo rolling mats for sushi.

Also: Reserved, but if someone can trump my sister for this I will think about it.
Issues 122, 145-147, 149-157 (152 is a bit worn) of Game informer magazine. M
March, April may of Nintendo power
November until July of EGM magazine.

She's getting me ouendan for all of them, but I'm getting paid soon so I'm being evil. See if you can trump her. She won't read these many magazines in ever.

Edit: I can scan in these mags so you can see the covers. It'll take a while, but you can see what you're gettting. You can ask for them seperately or together.

ETA2: I found my old Viola sheet music book. It's for beginners: All for strings. If anyone wants It I'll trade for anything really. It's written in a little too XD. I'll even sign it if you want!

Can't find my shoes

2008-06-13T20:14:10Z

I got up this morning ready to exercise, but I couldn't find my shoes! It annoyed me mostly because I haven't been doing anything lately so I decided to get back into the swing of things. Just as I decide that huh? I still don't know where they are. My mom sometimes takes them out of our hallway which is stupid to me, but they aren't in any of the usual places. I need those shoes if I'm going to exercise. The only other ones I have are chucks and they aren't meant to go walking in.

Edit: Does anybody use torrents and MSN? I want to watch a few shows and I can't use torrent downloading on this laptop which has the only interwebs. Can someone please help me out? I want to watch Nanami-chan and Shadow star. :/

LOL :P

2008-06-12T04:13:57Z

I posted my questions for a comm here! XDDDD

Anyway we cleaned today and it was epically dirty! Cobwebs go away. Bugs too! Ants are coming in from downstairs so we cleaned down there too. We're getting new screens so we can open the windows soon. :DD

BEST THING EVAR

2008-06-11T05:33:05Z

http://community.livejournal.com/gekkoukanhigh/178811.html?page=1&view=1345147#comments

;w; It's so fun! I never had so much fun in a comm. People from all over are just being silly with each other and it's great. I mean it's making fun of the person a little, but everyone is being civil and RPing each other. People are even being nice to the OP.

P3 fandom you've regained my love. :33333

whee!

2008-06-09T16:27:30Z

gabaruni

Yeaah! I did it! :DDD

please tell me if you like it, if not oh well! [kidding], I bet you guys only really read m on your flist like I do!

The only problem with changing my layout is usually my flist. I hate when I get a theme I like for my flist and I can't keep it with a new theme. That blows.

Anyway I watched Gurren Lagann and it rocked. It was full of fanservice and corniess, but it was awesome. I didn't think I would like it, but I got so addicted I watched it full through in one night. I really do love mecha anime.

Edit: Would anyone like me to do a sale post? I have a bunch of books and a few games I wouldn't mind selling.

Embarrassed for no reason

2008-06-07T21:03:01Z

For some reason I've been feeling embarrassed for the past few days. I don't know why, it's just like I did something or said something totally humiliating. I may have blocked it out and now I can't remember. It might have been in a dream and now it's subconsciously affecting me. It's kind of sad because I usually don't worry about things like that.

Really sad depressing memories pop up from time to time, but that's everyone right? :3

Also: Who wants to help me work on a new layout and user info. I already have a watermelon theme, but I want to draw some watermelons and lemons for the layout and do summer themed friendsquares for my friends. I kind of want to do a color bar too! I've really got to update my interests too

If you want to be on my friendsquares-please comment here and tell me what you like about the summer and I'll do my best to make you a square.
If you wanna add to my layout-coloring/drawin please comment here and tell me what you'd like to help with or what I should add. Color scheme and how I should do it and all that.

Hiccups

2008-06-07T01:40:29Z

The hiccups have been plaguing me for the past few days on and off. It's kind of weird and scary because I don't want to stab myself while sewing. Has anybody been watching the all new Spongebobs? I love it! XD Who framed Roger Rabbit was on Cartoon network and that worries me about the standards of that place. >_>

Sometimes you need to sleep all day

2008-06-05T03:01:16Z

I had a really long day. I only went downtown to go get some metal sewing snaps, but I found a old high school friend (which sounds awful oldskool of me). She asked me to help her job hunt for a little while. I agreed and we had fun for about two hours grabbing applications, but I didn't have on my comfy shoes so I had to stop eventually. Besides It was getting late by the time she was done so I had to hurry. She wanted me to go with her again tomorrow but I said no. I just don't got the dough to be doing all that. DX I got home and was so tired that I fell asleep at about 7pm and I just woke up. Hahaha.

In other news: I'm going to the doctors tomorrow. I'm definitely taking my sewing with me so that I can calm myself. Books only make me jittery because I can tell time when I read. (I can tell by how many pages per minute I read estimating.) I'm going to the GYN finally. I've got a list of questions for my Doctor:

Dr. Doctor.

Yes. OMG that's my doctor's name for real. Awesome right? XD

A little spam

2008-06-04T02:43:11Z

I thought that this might cheer you guys out there up that are feeling down for whatever reason. So lets lj cut it up

This is the in progress version

This is the finished D.A. version.

:DD That's all. I just wanted cute Lambos to appear

Finally!

2008-06-03T18:56:36Z

How to make brownies in 30min! :DD
Since It's so easy I'll include my super special beef stew/mishmash soup recipe.

All under the cut since it's so huge!111

Before that: Why are blueberry muffins so delicious? I can eat them forever. Also cinnamon rolls. They will get me fat, but they are soooo good!!!

Brownies in 30minutes! Disclaimer It may take a little bit more than 30minutes, this is only a rough estimate!!

Ingredients: (This stuff recipe is out of my old computer, but it works well)

* 1/2 cup butter
* 1 cup white sugar
* 2 eggs
* 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
* 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
* 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
* 1/4 teaspoon salt
* 1/4 teaspoon baking powder
*
* 3 tablespoons butter, softened
* 3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
* 1 tablespoon honey
* 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
* 1 cup confectioners' sugar

DIRECTIONS

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour an 8 inch square pan.
2. In a large saucepan, melt 1/2 cup butter. Remove from heat, and stir in sugar, eggs, and 1 teaspoon vanilla. Beat in 1/3 cup cocoa, 1/2 cup flour, salt, and baking powder. Spread batter into prepared pan.
3. Bake in preheated oven for 25 to 30 minutes. Do not overcook.
4. To Make Frosting: Combine 3 tablespoons butter, 3 tablespoons cocoa, 1 tablespoon honey, 1 teaspoon vanilla, and 1 cup confectioners' sugar. Frost brownies while they are still warm.

Mishmash soup/Beef stew:

I learned how to make this by first learning Pot au feu

It's pretty easy. It's a recipe that you can add as many vegetables as you like to eat and add any kind of beef to. It can take from 2 hours to up to 6 hours from start to finish to make depending on how you make it.
Important: Do not, and I mean this DO NOT substitute cubes broth for homemade broth, it throws off the taste.

Materials:
5 gall pot (or just your biggest one)
potato peeler
Some big bowls (mixing bowls do well) 3 or 4 maybe, you may need more
Strainer
Deep frying pan

Ingredients: Use as few or many as you'd like. I'm just putting the amount that I use

Potatoes: (Four kinds I use: You have to peel white, while yellow and red you do not. Also yellow and red tend to be smaller) always use only 1 big sweet potato. These are the mixes I use also, you can make whatever mix you like! Add a sweet potato to any of these if you want
(All together)
White: 2
Yellow:3
Red:3
Sweet potato: 1

red and yellow mix alone: 2 or 3 of each

white and red(or yellow mix)
White:2
Red/yellow:3

White alone: 4

Carrots:3

Parsnips: 2

Turnips:2

Rutabaga: 1

Broccoli: 2 or 3 heads

Cabbage: 1 head (green) 2 (red)

Kielbasa(polish) sausage: 1/2 link

Beef: 1 pound (They sell the beef soup cuts in the store!)

[Add whatever else you'd like! no rice or pasta though. It ruins texture)

Spices: Emit whatever you'd like from my list, it will come out just as nice

Sea salt: 2 or 3 teaspoons [or]
Salt: 3 teaspoons [or]
Kosher salt: 2 1/2 teaspoons (you can actually mix the sea salt and regular salt and it'll be good too)

Cinnamon: 1 or 2 tablespoon

Lemon pepper 1 tablespoon

Garlic powder: 1 tablespoon

Ginger powder: 1 tablespoon

Curry Power: 1/2 teaspoon (it's volatile)

Paprika: 1 tablespoon

Onion flakes: 1 teaspoon

Chili powder

Parsley and oregano or Italian seasoning: 1 tablespoon each

Special I have special instructions for these ingredients

2 bayleaves
1/3 cup cooking red wine (I use Japanese cooking wine.)
1/2 to 1 cup of flour

Directions: Phew Got all that? It's alot right? Well it's worth it. Time to prep!

* Fill your pot up halfway and put it on the stovetop. Do not turn on any heat. Do not put anything but water in

* Peel Potatoes Rutabaga and Turnips and cut them in the size wedges you'd like. I like small wedges. Put these in a bowl(s) with water splashed with vinegar or lime to keep them fresh

* Cut other vegetables. You can peel the carrots and Parsnips, but I believe that skin gives them more flavor. Put the veggies into the pot of water.

* How to cut a head of cabbage :http://www.cookthink.com/blog/?p=149

*Turn the heat on medium for the pot. Add the seasoning now.

* Cut up the kielbasa into whatever size you'd like and put into the skillet, but do not add grease or anything, they fry easily. Fry them until they are crispy but not burnt. Put them AND their grease into the pot. (I know I know, but I never said that it was healthy for you).

*put half of the stew beef into the pot, put the other half into a little bit of flour and fry in a little grease until they are browned. (don't use flour you put aside) Put this beef into the pot.

*Turn up heat until high and wait for water to boil over. You may stir.

*When water is coming to a rolling boil add the potatoes. Cover pot and turn down the heat back to low, let boil for 1 hour. (If you are making the tiny version you let boil for 1/2 hour)

*Add the cooking wine and put the bay leaves into a frying pan with some water. Boil for a few minutes until you can smell it. Now only use the water and put into the pot.(saves you from fishing out bay leaves)

*Stir occasionally. If you are making this without any potatoes it should be done in another 1/2 to 1 hour. If you used all the potatoes be prepared to wait for it for a while. maybe 2-3 hours. Don't worry, the cabbage can withstand it :D If you don't think so add it add the end with the potatoes.

*You should be able to taste the deliciousness after about 2/3 of the way done. IF and only if you do not want a clear stock do you use the flour. Put it back if not. (sorry, but hey don't be making this while you are reading) Sift it in a little at a time and stir it in until you get the thickness desired. DO NOT POUR IT ALL IN. unless you want lumps and it will look bad.

*If you want to keep it warm keep on the lid and keep on the heat, if not let cool. You can eat it either way actually. Be sure to turn off the heat eventually or you'll burn it!

Note: Make rice or pasta on the side of this! It tastes best with crackers though. I like to pour it over my rice/pasta and eat it with nori crackers. Salty crackers are best for it though.

Idiocy at it's finest!

2008-06-02T01:11:02Z

Hi~! I keep forgetting to do the post about 30min brownies, so let me give you the disappointment version and I'll give you a real version later: Follow directions on box of brownie mix :DDDDD

Here's more silliness